Anticipation

We met at the coffee shop for the first time. Our local Starbuck’s simply has the greatest coffee. We’ve chatted many times before our meeting so in reality we actually knew each other very well.  As we sat there looking into each others eyes i said to her, ” May I be straight forward with you?”. She said, ” if this relationship is to work then that’s the only way i would expect you to be.

Sliding closer to her in the booth while putting my hand on her thigh in a gentle rub i began to describe my wants of her. I was thinking we could head out to the lake one day, lay down a soft blanket, crack a bottle of wine open and how about you just let me do what i want to do to your body? She said, “continue on please as she placed her hand on my thigh seemingly inching it towards my now rapidly hardening manhood.

I would first start by kissing you until all our clothes fell off and then I would  lay you down on your stomach under a shade tree beside the lake.  The day would be full of sun. Let’s start by letting me give you a relaxing massage. To begin the massage I would start with my kisses traveling from your ankles as my tongue dragged up your calves, tongue tickling your inner thighs as my tongue slid up the crack of your ass glancing off your asshole you squirmed into my face.

Now her hand was rubbing my cock. I’m not sure if she even knew she was doing it because she was so engrossed in me telling her what I wanted to do with her. By now my cock was hard enough to cut diamonds I swear !  After I gave her that sample of a gentle rimming I would straddle you. You would feel my hardness resting on your ass as my hands and tongue worked there way from the middle of your back all the way to your shoulders then to your neck.

As my hardness pressed against your back side and my hands massaged your shoulders, I would kiss/suck on your neck and earlobes from behind. I knew already how good she tasted by the taste of her sweet skin on the tip of my tongue. Amazingly she had unzipped my pants under the table and was stroking my rock hard shaft. Her hands were shaking and now so was I.

Looking at the clock I realized I needed to get back to work for an important meeting. I asked her then, ” Would you like to continue this later”, She said, “How about we continue it right now?”. In a flirting tone I said to her, ” Just like the first orgasm I’m going to give you, I’m going to prolong that for a very long time as well.

I kissed her on the side of her mouth sensual embrace and in parting and said, “See you later on this evening babe”. I could only imagine where her mind was from that point.

Sometimes you just know.

I was just sitting here thinking about something so sexy to write and I realized there are several lovers or friends that want me in their beds. It’s not lust driven in fact it’s love or bond driven. A natural feeling of what just seems right because, it is right. They know in there hearts that I am the lover of their dreams and they of mine. It’s not about arrogance its just about truth and the way things honestly are.

The hurdle is a man made law called marriage. It’s not of the natural order of things. It’s a piece of paper in a sense of commitment to one another alone as friends and lovers. Another truth its unfeasible to believe that in a life time each of us have only one lover be it faithfully married or not. Do you bind yourself to a lie that you honestly don’t want to fuck anybody but your spouse? Do you not have feelings or desires for others to include love and desire to please sexually and be pleased sexually by them? Of course you do.

It’s not just fantasy its real. It’s being alive, It’s loving freely. Sure I have a  couple lovers, soul mate’s or friends if you will. They admit to it as well yet haven’t given in to there desires for one reason or another all the while knowing that I could give them sexual pleasures they only can dream of. I think true lovers would have several orgasms every single day of their lives when together.

Nothing turns me on more then a woman screaming, “Oh god I’m cumming”. The thought of giving a woman an orgasm just makes me hard. I just have an unselfish desire to please a lover. I want them to still feel fucked even when I’ve removed my cock from deep inside there pussy as we cuddle.  Yeah an all day fuck session in bed. When was your last time?

My heart is open and true I know who I love and who love me. I know they want to make love to me even without words yet they refuse to act on the truth in their hearts. I only wish they could handle the truth in knowing the lover they want is wanted by more then themselves in a way I’m  sure they are desired by others. In a perfect world we would all have several lovers and life partners. Regretfully our world isn’t perfect like that.  Another truth? I wouldn’t fuck the legs off any lady that I didn’t love first and foremost. So here i stand naked before you.

Take what you know is yours.

I always wondered why she never came right out and said to me. Babe I wish you  would fuck me. How hard is that to say to me? I wouldn’t be set back , offended by what I already knew was the truth. Well one day we were talking just about novel things. The energy between us has always been electrifying . We spoke each others words. We felt each others heart beats when it really came down to the truth
So I asked her, ” Honey do you ever think about making love to me”? With kind of a shocking  look in her smile she whimpered, ” Well  you know I’m happily married and I said ” So am I but, what’s that got to do with our love of each other? Absolutely nothing was the truth. I then said.” Right now I want to fuck you. Every single time I see you I dream about giving you orgasm after orgasm for the sole reason that I just want to spread the love I have for you through your entire body.

I then leaned over and kissed her and her body began to tremble. It was partly do to her crying desire to have me sexually and some fear of doing what she thought she never would and that was give into her hearts desire. We now needed to find a private place. We left the coffee shop we were at in my Jeep.

As we were driving down the road sitting close, she got enough confidence to reach over between my legs and with a big grin on her face notices my huge hardness that had erupted underneath my jeans. Seeing the sign to a hotel I only hoped I could get her in bed before the excitement overwhelmed me. Truth be told we never made it to the room. We wanted each other this very moment.

Pulling into the parking garage we noticed a closet door marked LAUNDRY on the sign. This would have to do. We entered and as she was locking the door I had her pants around her ankles and my tongue was diving for her hot soaked pussy. Let it be known that my pleasure is sex is not in receiving but in giving..

There was a huge laundry basket marked clean and we dove into the pile of fresh linens. My face buried deeply between her legs she was now screaming in her own  language. No real worlds were being spoken. It was more mumbles, moans and whines of pleasure. My tongue danced on her clit as both hands softly massaged her inner thighs.

God she tasted just as I dreamed she would. Sweet , clean and simply delicious. As my tongue lashed at her clit I thrusted it as deep inside her as I could go with a wanton passion to make her explode this very moment. She tried to hold out but simply couldn’t take it anymore. Her back arched and feeling like she was going to tear my head from my shoulders she exploded into my mouth. Jumping to my knees I thrusted my cock deep inside her as I wanted to get every last drop of her orgasm in any way I could.

After she was near limp with smiles of great pleasure I told her,” Now you must let me fuck you senseless”. She wasn’t much for words at this point. In fact all I could hear was heavy breaths . Both our bodies were drenched in sweat. Lifting her up I told her that I wanted to fuck her doggie style. I told her to grab the rails of this laundry cart and to hold on as firmly as she could.

Bending over exposing her ass to me I knelt down to give her a surprise rim job. Just something short and unexpected I could taste her pussy as I slid my tongue around her asshole which I probed.  Fingering her as I rimmed her  I pushed her to the point of orgasm. Her knees were shaking again. I stood up grabbed my thick aching cock in my hand and lunged toward into her.

Entering slowly I placed my hands on her hips. With very slow rhythmic strokes at first I wanted her to feel the entire length of me. I wanted her to feel the head of my cock slide in and out of her, I wanted her to feel what it was like having a big hard cock buried in her pussy for the first time., Oh I’m no John Holmes but, I knew once I fucked her she would have that I’m fucked feeling for awhile after.

Leaning forward kissing the middle of her back, then neck, then sucking on her ear lobe as I fondled those rock hard nipples I whispered, “Ok babe I’m going do you right”. With a few full strokes I picked the pace up and started working her pussy over with my cock while doing a reach around playing with her clit with a free hand.

You can only imagine the wet slappy sounds of a big cock massaging a by now quite worn pussy. God she felt good wrapped around my cock. I paced my cunt fucking around her breaths and sounds. I would fuck very hard and deep until I felt her knees about to buckle then let up  to pull her away from cumming temporarily.  Her knees were trembling so bad in fact her body was that I decided to grab some of those clean linens and pile them on the floor.

I laid her down on her back , sucked on those nipples for a short while before lifting her ankles to my shoulders. It was our first time and I wanted to see into her soul once again when I made her cum. Buried to the hilt with every stoke I was heading for pay dirt. I was long stroking her and I put my thumb on her clit and started working it. At that moment in deep labored breaths I said, ” Cum for me god damn it!”

She came explosively once again but I wasn’t’ finished.. Continuing to push her past this orgasm I said to her. ” I want more and I won’t cum until you cum for me one more time. In  a crying voice of ecstasy she said.” I can’t”, which made me fuck deeper and harder. I’ll be god damned I said to myself as I fucked her like an animal.

Looking down at her now swollen pussy she went silent and with her eyes closed began to enter that state of pleasure state I had her in twice already. Persistent and driven I  fucked the living daylights out of her and as her back arched she cried out, ” Oh baby I’m cumming again”. After holding back SO long I couldn’t any longer. I trust into her deep and hard and my volcano erupted. Cum spewn from me in a pleasure wave I’ve only dreamed of.

Known for having a large load it gushed out of her pussy with every thrust. I continued until I had nothing left to squirt. She then said”, I want to taste you”.  Kneeling across her chest she took my now swollen head in her mouth cleaning the last of me up. We both would never be the same. How could we be with what we just experienced here today. Like a crack addict looking for a  new high , we both knew we would have to satisfy our desires whenever we got the chance.

This wasn’t about infidelity, or a quick thrill it was about love. Love between friends and love between lovers. Only those that truly understood love could understand us. We kissed and snuggled before realizing that we had to leave and get back to our families. Were we better people after today? Of course we are. Being honest and true to ones self is the greatest gift we can give to yourself not to mention our loved ones.